It's... nothing to worry about anyway. Gonta isn't... and- and he needs to look after the herd, he'd hate it here so much...
[It's why she feels so selfish, when she finds herself accidentally wishing he might be here with her. Of all of them... Gonta was so ill-equipped to navigate this giant city, with its strange ways... but still-]
So if... If Mikuni ever got lonely... or needed help here, with things... when it wouldn't be breaking my rule...
[It would only be proper. And she wouldn't hate it at all... sometimes having a warm bed.]
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Date: 2021-11-01 04:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-11-01 05:14 pm (UTC)[ Hahaha... ha. ]
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Date: 2021-11-01 08:20 pm (UTC)[and if they had… the same one…]
Was yours… nice?
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Date: 2021-11-02 05:19 am (UTC)[ Cough cough. ]
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Date: 2021-11-02 05:21 am (UTC)Final test.]
And in this, ah, dream… did I teach you something?
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Date: 2021-11-02 05:26 am (UTC)Did you have a similar dream...?
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Date: 2021-11-02 05:29 am (UTC)[she did, so…]
I think. Maybe is not a dream.
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Date: 2021-11-02 11:52 am (UTC)[ There's a long pause. ]
I... don't regret it, though.
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Date: 2021-11-02 12:07 pm (UTC)[this place is weird, but-]
I don't... If Mikuni doesn't mind... I still want that one to be our do-over.
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Date: 2021-11-02 12:45 pm (UTC)[ There's a breathless little laugh. ]
I don't think I have any right to complain.
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Date: 2021-11-02 01:01 pm (UTC)[It's... way more embarrassing to say out loud not in a dream, but. Also, he kind of earned it, so.]
Really good, so. Me neither... M- Maybe Gonta would, but...
[He's... not here. If he were... actually, she's not sure about that now. Her mind takes a sharp left turn...]
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Date: 2021-11-02 03:48 pm (UTC)[ He clears his throat. ]
...I feel as if we both thought about "making it up" to him somehow.
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Date: 2021-11-02 04:33 pm (UTC)[you know... the child bit...]
That was just... things getting a little tired, right.. ?
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Date: 2021-11-02 04:36 pm (UTC)[ Awkward. ]
I wouldn't - I wouldn't suggest that otherwise.
[ You know, unless she and Gonta were both cool with it. ]
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Date: 2021-11-02 04:41 pm (UTC)[she stumbles, though, because honestly she loves children So Much, but-]
As a dream it was... really good... I bet Gonta wouldn't be upset over... just talk...
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Date: 2021-11-02 05:00 pm (UTC)[ Although that dream had seemed very very real at the time, to be fair. ]
We should - well. We'll see what comes of it.
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Date: 2021-11-02 05:13 pm (UTC)[It's why she feels so selfish, when she finds herself accidentally wishing he might be here with her. Of all of them... Gonta was so ill-equipped to navigate this giant city, with its strange ways... but still-]
So if... If Mikuni ever got lonely... or needed help here, with things... when it wouldn't be breaking my rule...
[It would only be proper. And she wouldn't hate it at all... sometimes having a warm bed.]
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Date: 2021-11-02 05:50 pm (UTC)[ There's a slow, deep breath. ]
I'd extend the same offer to you - if you're ever lonely or need help, I'll be there. No questions asked.
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Date: 2021-11-02 06:24 pm (UTC)[There's a soft sound that's hard to identify, but-]
And thank you for... treating me so nicely. Last night.
[What lady didn't appreciate being called "beautiful"... ///]
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Date: 2021-11-03 01:23 am (UTC)I remember what you said... before. But I mean... after. Since I've known you.
[And whether it was... disconnected heads or eating human flesh...]
I'm glad that I know Mikuni.
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Date: 2021-11-03 02:32 pm (UTC)[ There's a pause. ]
My past is my past. I've made my peace with it as best I can.
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Date: 2021-11-03 06:13 pm (UTC)It's not something I enjoy sharing, but it is a part of me and my past. I can't deny that.
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Date: 2021-11-03 06:25 pm (UTC)[Wait, let her do some math...]
I guess... I wasn't even born then, was I? And since then... Mikuni has been living a good life. Right?
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